azrael_duchante

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 19:41:14 GMT

You Are 5: The Investigator

You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker.

You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does.

Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations.

You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it.

What Number Are You?

your guide

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 15:52:26 GMT

Hello my one fan,
It is known that i like to wax philisophical about the realms almost non-stop,
you would too if your trying to find awnsers that only other places can awnser. My major question usually is what is the realms? Well a few nights ago I got an awnser, its in its usual astrally cryptic form, but it is an awnser none-the-less. Imagine if you will a glass cup, and around this glass cup there is another, and another, and another streaching infinately around them, but in these glasses there are holes that open and close as a result of sheer will (who's i dunno us maybe?) this was told to me by my guide ((for those who don't know a guide is a entity (whether or not its you're subconsious in a meta-physical form or not is besides the point as long as you belive it, it is true) which helps you with questions that the highers do not wished to be bothered with,i could quote crowley but i kinda think he's a hack)). Besides that i have noticed a fearfull change with the wildlife, for a while now i have been hunting them whenever i make to the realms (I am something of a chaotic traveler, all will, no control). Why do I hunt them you ask? Well for one because they bother the newbs of the realms and I cannot abide the interferance of another travellers path, and two in a sense they started it. Before I started hunting my goals were to seek out a higher being and mearly chat (you can imagine how well this went over) and on my searches there has been "something" following me, i know it is not one of my selfs because I was talking to myself (as a guide, i'm not flippin mental) while the attack occured. Now one could say that my fear did me in because this is how they feed (somehow scare you into giving them your energy) BUT I WASN'T AFRAID! I am a firm beliver in this law: once you feed the fear, the fear feeds on you, and in such a way I let my fury burn out the fear. Usually the Wildlife will dissapate opon direct confrentation ((as well as staying in the nightlund (negative levels) i was in the levels above the physical at the time) yet upon confrentation it grew, not in size but in power, and proceeded upon ripping open the astral representation of my neck and going to town, had i not phased out i do not know what would have happened, because even phasing was nigh impossible when it had me in its death grip. So in all truthfullness i was wondering has anyone encountered such a being if it helps the vermin appeared as a cow/transparent demon/weird squigilly zombie from RE4 before becoming "twisted" and if so how does one defeat it?

So sais the boy

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 16:29:20 GMT

Call me psycho, call me what you will.

Destiny is a very fickle thing, it is in my opinion that a person has two paths. One that is laid out for them, and the one that they make for themselves, mind you this is just a generality and i could be missing the broader scope in all my anal-retentivness but I could care less and since no one seems to be reading this anyways what does it matter? Now, all of you in the astral know will understand what i am talking about (atleast you will if self-enlightenment is your goal) i have been questioning people on how to find/become a certain entity, call me mad but i don't see the harm in trying to find the one job that is wholly nececcary and purposefull and in this questioning i have gleamed that i am meant for something, had i followed this line of questioning and not stuck with my (as some would call it) arrogant nature i would have found out what i was meant for. But in this lies a scary truth, you're end on this plane, yes they will tell you how you die if you find the right (some would call wrong) person. Normally a bad thing right, no one truly wants to know how they perish (takes all the fun out of your life if you know you cant avoid it) but in truth i would like to find out, because my reasoning is as follows: know how you died, know how you lived. Why do i think this instead of just asking them? well for one it's no fun to do it that way, and second usually they will switch over to a dead language if its a really important piece of info and trying to tune in to a dead language is frustrating and a waste of time. I mean why should we go thru this contant trail of astral bullshit to find out something about ourselves huh?

w/e
I'm out
Azrael

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 17:25:29 GMT

GOD MOTHERF%$KING DAMN IT!,
i am sooooooo sick of these pretenders using the name Azrael, ooooooooooo super scary name guys, now if you'll excuse me I have to talk to the real deal and hes as pissed as I am. Now i know most of those who read will be like, wtf is his deal, is he psycho? well my deal is that i hate seeing any entity's name used in a vain attempt to boost ones self esteem and i assure you i'm quite sane, plus that whole wiccan bag don't fly with me, the fact that i was the first to actually use it as an homage on msn dosen't help either. I mean common people show some originality once in your god-damn life! you know what w/e next time I see it I'll make sure that he takes you on the toilet with you're dick in hand.

peace,
Diciple is OUT!
p.s. leave spelling comments to yourself, this spellcheck licks big sweaty gorilla balls